NO! Only my dad, the undertaker's colleagues and I were privy to the PHOTOS as I didn't actually see a body up close and personal. That I could not handle! It was at my uncle's wake. It actually made me feel good to know that my loved ones would be sealed off from harm. Maybe I shouldn't have told as I hope no one will think I am freakish! However hopefully this explained the situation better.
I was impressed that you could (it seemed) handle death and bodies so well, to the point of being unphased by it all. I actually found myself thinking about that later. I started to envy that ability... it would make the far future much easier to take, and ponder, for one thing. As for supposed freakishness.... look where you are! We're DS fans, so that ship just might have sailed already! Embrace it!! Let your freak flag fly, out the window so [spoiler]the zombies know to come in and mess up Collinwood![/spoiler]