Even though I knew it was coming, in the couple weeks before that hideous day I kept hoping that it wasn't true, that ABC had changed its mind, that on April 5 it would still be there, picking up where it had left off before the PT1841 storyline, with Barnabas, Julia and Eliot accompanying Elizabeth to hear Roger's speech.
On that day itself, I ran home from Washington Junior High School like I always did, not wanting to miss a minute of it. So I watched it, still hoping, but with the closing monologue of Thayer David, I knew there was no denying that it was over. While the credits rolled for the last time I began to sniffle and then sob, my lower lip quivering, and I walked around the living room, wringing my hands.
In the days, weeks, months and even couple years afterwards, I consoled myself and got my fixes by continuing to purchase the Marilyn Ross novels and the Gold Key comic books until they ceased publication. And during that time, I still hoped that somehow they would bring it back, even as a prime-time show, once again picking right up where it had left off.
Gerard