It's not fair.
While yesterday's cliffhanger was being rerun at the beginning of today's episode, I had an epiphany: I finally understood why Amanda carried on so in the path from death to life. She was being brought back from death! I daresay there was something in her that was fighting hard against it. And so she screamed, and so Quentin didn't scream, because he hadn't died, and so Quentin was patient and loving with her because he understood what was going on. Quentin is a better person than I am, and yet he sees something different in his portrait.