Nope, we can't talk about those things here, but I had no idea those early years were the best years of my life. I had my daughter and Craig would buy me reeses peanut butter cups by the dozen. Remember when we saw The Monkeys ? and the hot tub in LA? wow, we are lucky people to have such great friends that love us for ourselves will come running from all over the USA if you need them. I know I am so grateful you and I will be together at the memorial your the strong one. I love you