Castlebee,
I send my deepest sympathies to you and your family.
It's sad when I see so many people in my high school smoking outside of class. I don't care what tobacco industries say, they target teenagers and don't care who they are hurting. I remember, back when I was in 5th grade, my dad told me that if he ever caught me smoking, he would make me eat the whole pack of cigarettes. Needless to say, that terrified me! Plus, I have never even felt compelled to smoke (same w/ drinking); it goes against what I believe. However, I realize quitting must be very difficult once you start, and it is a great accomplishment to those who have done it.
-Lindsey